Dear Husband

Dear husband...
I am blessed and grateful to have you in my life. I hate to see how much pains you are struggling to endure. It breaks me, not a little but a lot.
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Everytime you said you're hurting because your skin is bleeding, itching etc, I am so mad. Mad not because you're sick but mad because I can't do anything to make you feel better. It hurts me. All I can do is only to help you put on the creams, feed you your medicines, to hug you hopefully you will calm down. It hurts me that I can't do anything to heal the sickness you are suffering. It kills me slowly everytime you're in pain. It saddens me to see your self esteem dropped down a lot. It makes me crazy when you hate yourself. This is all because I love you so much. Just like what Jin Seon Mi told Son Oh Gong, "Just looking you in pain makes me cry. If this is not love, then what is this?"
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I will always do the best that I can, for you. You can fight your psoriasis, my love. It may worsen everyday but I believe that some kind of miracle is waiting for you ahead. I love you, now and always in shaa Allah.

Love,
Your Wife