Sharing happiness, but?

Idk where and to whom should I let things out anymore. I ranted on twitter too much. Hahaha. So let me express everything here. Tonight. All out, hopefully. 

Well, you know. 

I told some of my friends that I am getting 💍 soon, with the intention to share my happiness with them. Guess what respond I get the most. "Untunglah nak kawin. Aku bila gik" and also the worst respond for me yet "Bila nak cerita dari a sampai z?" What the? 

The first respond is somehow normal eventhough I ACTUALLY HATE it because. I tell you guys things because I want to share my happiness with my friends, not to be compared with them. Yes, I am young. But you don't need to quesion such things. It sounds like questioning God's work. (Well I am not that person who will always talk or think about such things I tell you because. It's just me.) 

Now the second respond. It's good enough that I am willing to tell you, to share with you my happiness. Because, friends kan? But. My past mistake has nothing to do with you. I am not gonna share anything to anyone. Really. I am just going to keep it to myself. To be real honest, I don't trust ANYONE at all when it comes to my dark side. Not at all. You just don't need to know anything about it. For me, I'll just let you think what you think. I am NOT going to clear things up. Let it be like how it seems to be like. I don't care anymore. 

Don't question why I distance myself from some of you.